I Love you.
- posted by Baroon @ 12:37 AM

 
I tried to pursue the happiness regardless of circumstances. I failed to be happy.
- posted by Baroon @ 12:38 PM

 
Just a prayer

Dear God,

Excuse me If I`m not asking "How are you doing ? " I know you are doing great.
I assume...I'm sure, you know that I'm not that great. I have been struggling,you were watching.
I failed too many times ,asked forgiveness too many times, blessed many times and fell down many times.
You know that I have limited time to live. You customized it yourself the day I was born. I cant afford to try and fail for too long. In some point I must find my way to salvation but it seems to me that I failed to do so over and over!!
I am tougher than before but truly, deeply, tremendously tired. Would you please please help me to reach my full capacity of being on earth ?
- posted by Baroon @ 9:56 PM

 
I never been good as an adult. Never truly grasb how to be one. All through my adult life until now at age of 37 stil struggeling . Now, for almost the first time Im practicing with each cell in my body to act all grown up. Accept the pain, suck it up,keep moving on and remind myself that there are milions who are dealing with their heartbreak and its just part of life and life is a bitch.
Yes, you go to your long summer vacation and God have better plans for me.
- posted by Baroon @ 8:38 PM