some girls live thier sex life wide open untill they reach thier 30s afterward they start searching for husband ! some other girls search for husband untill they reach thier 30s then they give up and start to live thier sex life wide open .
- posted by Baroon @ 6:38 PM

 
some fuck to remeber..some fuck to forget. i only fuck myself to satisfy others
- posted by Baroon @ 9:56 PM

 
once upon a time there was a lovely girl , we use to play and chat every day .She passed away so young & i never had the chance to know her well. she gave me her body i don’t know to whom she gave her soul. her name was "me"
- posted by Baroon @ 7:02 PM

 
i wana get high
- posted by Baroon @ 12:56 AM

 
I guess my only regret is that i didn’t say " FUCK u ..go to hell" when i broke up ! why im such a sweet girl !!
- posted by Baroon @ 8:44 PM

 
Swear God that couldn’t be life. swear God it couldn’t. one of low things of growing up is that u cant blame anybody for the shit u r in . im angry to extend which i can chop myself to pieces and fead homeless dogs with it . Nothing will change by nagging but im freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee here to scream as much as i want , isn’t this my online dairy book ?
Oh God I wish I was still a child and can cry in my mom’s lap what a pity that I have to be a woman !! a lady !!! what a pity that I cant have a shelter or shoulder to cry on . what a pity that I have to live !!

what was my point ? nothingggggggggggg..i have no point ! cant u ppl c? i dont have a point .
- posted by Baroon @ 5:37 PM

 
a scene of " where ever but here "

Telphone rings.. a teenage girl answer the phone
Girl- Yes ?
Boy- I want to kiss you
Girl- Whats for ?
Boy- I dont know
Girl- Well, u can Figure a better reason for that .

TAK.. she hang up

Ring ring again....
Girl-WHAT ?
Boy- i wnt to eat your lips and squess ur breast and hold them tight , i want to kiss ur body
Girl - Come over then.

ME <-- rolling in floor out of laugh !
- posted by Baroon @ 11:01 PM

 
i still drive with my pink high hill shoes
- posted by Baroon @ 1:26 AM

 
Im a Big Big Girl

You know what shall you do when you have so much work to do at your office ?? yes you speed to your work at 8.00 A.M and sit behind your desk and first thing you do is to start to sign in for your NEW English Blog !! hahaha
work is always there and for now it can wait , espically that i cant find a formal letter that my boss asked for it since last thursday !
writing in english is something i wanted to do since long time ago . Today while i was driving to get to my office so many english thoughts was going through my head and i felt like i got to take them off to be able to countinue my day . i dont know about you guys but for me the strange thing is that lots of times my thoughts are not in farsi, they came to me in english and arabic as well ! even sometimes the english thoughts is more often than farsi .
ofcours my english is poor and i cant think or write in sufisticated way beside im so concern about very well educated visitors who have good knowladge in english like Ali , Emad ,Xima , S & others that might read this blog .but plz plz try not to make fun of my spelling and gramatic mistakes . your help and correction is always most welcom :) Well i guess this was the introudtion .

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in my farsi blog I hesitant to speak to much ,beside im too picky not to write to many love posts or poems or get to private , but here i feel more freedom already !
last night i cryied over losing him AGAIN ! I miss him dreadfully .this happens after each time I speak to him.I know that i have to forget him ,as our lives are not going in same direction and will never be ( he getting marry in couple of month ).what I can think of it right now is his last words when he said : " damn you , you came back but too late , damn you, damn u " .He is right . I cant understand & figure out if God is playing with his life and mine or ourselves created this mess or it is faith or what .At last when i go back to my sence and surrend that no matter what or who is playing out the situation the result is same ;" I can not have him " . I cant blame anybody but me for what i missed . yeah yeah...I know we appricate things when we lose them,when we cant have them,but knowing this do not consol me or ease the pain? I am totally Julia Roberts in " My best friend wedding " although i dont enter the competiton to win him back becuase i saw end of that movie and I am certain that know for me when it comes to that cridical moment on the boat and final dance( i refer to the movie ) I cant say :" please take me , i love you " . He is better off without me anyway.
me- r u ok ?
he- i dont know, im losing wieght , my health is on edge
me- do u feel happiness ?
( after long silence )
he- I dont know, things and situations are not as i wish .

Labels: Love

- posted by Baroon @ 11:17 AM