In last 2 years,talking to you and about you was always bringing the joy to my life. You were the reason of my laughters . Now after the breakup my brain refuse to think about you and my hearta cant obbey. I want to think of all the great memories and moments that we shared and all the places we went but how can I do that without falling down to the miseary of not having that moments in future. I loved you dearly and sure you did and I must accept the fact that you decided to pull back of this relation and I must act mature and resonable and I am doing my best and along the way I am dieing in each secend . I shut down that door which lead to anything related to you. I can not go that path. The pain is unbearable and the wond still to fresh. The only way to scape the pain is not to think of you. but tell me love, tell me sweety , tell me my melody of life; who will ever fill your voy in my soul ? who will ever hug me the way you did or tell me silly joks as you did or calm me down as you did..or...
my heart shattered in in to pieces and I dont know even where to pick up the pieces. Do you see it my love ? do you feel my pain? How could you ? Yesterday , you called to ask how am I doing. I said , fine. All right. I even thanked you for asking.
My dearest I am traveling alone to all the places I wanted to travel with you. Goodbye my Soulmate
- posted by Baroon @ 12:32 AM

 
to shutting up my inner dialouge. I keep telling myself " heart break will not kill".
- posted by Baroon @ 6:55 PM