The Little Blue
Monday, May 31, 2004
She said Goodbye too many times before
I love this song " This love" i LOVE the clip even more.
you say u love me,you say u ready to stay untill the end ,ready to commit ur self to me. You say Youll wait untill I`ll be in same place you are and feel the same you feel.You say what ever i say. You say you love me with every cell of your body and soul. You say you love me.. Wait a secend,no wait a hour or weekes even years i want to say something too..hmmm i dont know what i wana say.
Friday, May 28, 2004
all stories where ending as : " and they lived happyly ever after " it use to be a good fairytell but it didnt take me long to find out its a big lie as santa clause
Thursday, May 27, 2004
Scarlet was such in rush to get married each time that she never wait long enough to give the chance to "Ret" to ask her for marrage.
what is my point...hmmmmmm..i dont know .. its just came to me while i was in nap !
Monday, May 24, 2004
Sunday, May 23, 2004
Saturday, May 22, 2004
Cut like a knife
i know i shall let you go . holding the thoughts of you is like holding a knife with my hurt.
Thursday, May 20, 2004
Less than a woman
what break me to pieces sometimes is the thought of : “ What was wrong with me ?” why never it went right between me and guys I liked or loved . I use to be such a nice , loyal, lovely girl , am not anymore though . Even good looking one in a certain point . I liked and loved them sincerely and tried to be there for them when they needed me . what was wrong with me then ? some times i feel less than a woman because no men ever committed him self to me. should i feel ashamed to say so ? I cant ! i cant be ashamed of that , cuz i look at my self in the mirror and i like what i see . Is there a certain game to trap a man to a commitment ? or i was not good enough to be committed to ?! guys approach me like me love me and keep on approaching and like me and love me more and they like me until the end but they leave with no commitment . is it me who cant keep holding a man? is it me who cant make a man wants to share all his life with her ? oh god , how much i feel less than a woman today.
Wednesday, May 19, 2004
That girl was frequently in love
darling let us agree in something .. ok ? im the center of the world not you. and you are center of my world .it will not workd other ways. at least not for me !
one more thing.. please play hard to get game with me i dont like men who are handy !
Monday, May 17, 2004
Saturday, May 15, 2004
Tuesday, May 11, 2004
Saturday, May 08, 2004
I use to have my depression before my period. now I have it before and after and all along the month
Wednesday, May 05, 2004
Faces faces..faces... memories.. memories.. memories... . i gana rip them all..If needed i gana rip myself.. I shall do. I should.. I have to.. I will.. i need to
Monday, May 03, 2004
Saturday, May 01, 2004
i dont know where i heard this line but its spining in my head: " i shall not live in hell once again after my death since i lived it here in this life once "